And The Editing Continues?

Lagavulin nights.

That means I’ll be drinking one of four, or all four, Lagavulin’s in my Whisky collection.

That being said, this Phase one edit isn’t going great guns at the moment. Frankly it’s the first time I’ve done it. Yep, never before have I taken a book this far. My previous book was so bad that after the first edit… that one where I give it a quick read, that I couldn’t bring myself to continue with it.

So far I’m liking my second, September Rain. It needs a shit tonne of work, but I think I can do this.

“I think I can do this.”

Who the fuck am I kidding!?

I have no fucking idea what I’m doing, I have no fucking idea if what I’m doing is the right thing to do…

Sure, sure It’s only a book and I can go back and forth over and over again, if I fuck it up and can just go back, do it again… But the thing is, I don’t want to go around in circles. I kinda need this to work, the sooner the better .

Patience.

Patience.

Rushing gets me know where.

Take your time. You have a job. You’re pretty good at it.

Yeah, a day job, then I came home and get on with my other job, sitting in front of my iPad typing, typing, typing, typing, typing, typing, typing, typing, typing, typing, typing, typing, typing, typing, typing, typing, typing, typing, typing, typing, typing…….etc.

All work and no play makes Jason a dull boy.

Working all day and then working for 3 or 4 hours after that means that I’m always looking for a distraction. I’ll use the excuse that I’m just taking a break.

That’s a lie.

I guess I’m just afraid I can’t do it, and so I make excuses so I don’t have too.

AAAAAGGGGHHHHHH!

Fuck it!

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